Date: Thursday, January 3, 2013 Time: 8:12 PM
sorry but i'm a little late! hahahha! anyways, spent a great new year's eve this year(: went to kallang with tristan to meet claire after training then went to ikea for lunchhhh! wheeeee, i missed their meatballs man! hahahaa ohyes! aaron drove us to ikea & joined us for lunch! hehehe(: great to have an awesome brother who drives(: went to church for co-workers night in the evening then went to aaron's place for countdown with the churchies(: really had lots of fun with them! i learnt how to play poker too! wheeeeee played taboo and ate and ate and ate till bout 1am plus when mum was making noise so i had to go home thank God for blessing me with a lift home from raymond! hehehe so that was new year's countdown (: thank God for blessing me with aaron too without him, i really doubt that i would've made it through 2012 and i'd probably have spent countdown by myself at home just like the previous year now that i think of it i realized how pathetic i was crying myself to sleep on the first day of new year huhh, what a joke really hmmmm, after everything i went through i cant believe i still got involved with him i'm stupid but he's a real jerk a jerk through and through i really can't believe that he actually owed someone else more than me ha, joke and i read my mum's whatsapp too i never knew that i was an inconvinience woahhh, mindblown man but whatever k i'm gonna start afresh this year will be a new beginning(: that's all for now! i'll try to update more often though no one reads this junk anymore hahhaha TATAS~ 03 Jan 2013 |
Date: Tuesday, September 4, 2012 Time: 1:03 PM
i just woke upppppp . my body clock is totally screwed laaa this is what i get from burning the midnight oil for prelims grrrrr & prelims are not even over yet , mehh i'm probably gonna flung every subject i sat for diediediediediediedie time to buck up for o's just less than 50 more days & I'LL BE FREEEEEEE heheehehe TATAS 04 August 2012 |
Date: Friday, August 17, 2012 Time: 4:30 PM
got b3 for chinese :/ initially when i found out i got b3 i was like 'okay lor' then claire and huiyi heard and came to me 'eh , you okay not?' then i started tearing stupid people still love them bits and pieces laaa (: hahahas , my chinese teacher like super shocked i got b3 & wants me to retake siannnnnn should i or should i not ? hmmmm... anyways , prelims are next week & im slacking my butt off laaa . shoots mannnn well, at least after knowing that i got b3 for chinese im a little more motivated to do better for the rest of my subjects hopefully i'll do better for the rest :/ i'm really tired sometimes i really don't see the points of all this just want to cuddle up in bed for the rest of my life & do nothing anyways , thats all for now TATAS~ |
Date: Monday, July 30, 2012 Time: 10:17 AM
I really don't understand what I did that made you hate me so much . I don't hate you , I'm just pissed beyond words . You have a girlfriend now , so why are you still sending me shit smses ? Don't you realize you're doing to her what you did to me ? Idiot . You win okay , got girlfriend already what . So why do you still hate me so much ? I really don't understand . |
Date: Monday, July 2, 2012 Time: 1:31 PM
havent been blogging for awhile , haha well , had a bad day yesterday apparently today's no better early morning mood ruined sighhh ohwells should get down to doing my work soon many things are going to happen i have no idea how i'm gonna deal with them i dont want to deal with them i dont want to do anything Lord Jesus, please show me the way. TATAS~ 02 July 2012 |
Date: Tuesday, May 29, 2012 Time: 8:23 PM
heys people , im back i wonder if anyone still reads this junk well , midyears are over ! chineses o's are over ! & i'm still trying to get into o'level year mode... think i'm too relaxed laaaa , sighhh . anyways , my results for mid years were...hmmm..passable i guess didn't really get my hopes up too much.. every time i get my hopes up , i'll have to watch them fall so , during this period of time , i think i've really grown a lot closer to God (: when i had no one to turn to when i'm upset & stressed , i learnt to just lay everything down at His feet & just trust Him & simply obey . so if you do read this , thank you for helping me grow closer to God , to learn to trust Him with everything i do & to help me realise that He has a plan for me i don't know whats gonna happen in the future but i know God put you in my life to help me learn certain lessons no one knows what God has instored for us.. i don't know how things are going to turn out but i really hope we can still be friends if you don't ever come across this post then..hmmm too bad , its all in God's will right ? hahahahas , right . i just realised my june holidays are super packed first 1st week & half of 2nd week extended cirriculum 3rd week church camp 4th week most likely going Sherwyn's place to stay over & study marathon grrrrr , i'm left with only a feww days to enjoy ): ohyaaaa , need to squeeze in time on the 4th week for haining's b'day celebration too ! its gonna be hectic laaa . i've given up on expecting happy endings in every relationship, if it's in God's plan for us then i guess it'll happen naturally. all i'll do now is just to TRUST AND OBEY and see what God has instored for me (: TATAS~ 29 May 2012. |
Date: Friday, May 4, 2012 Time: 8:15 PM
sighhhh , its exhausting laaaa ): i had 3 papers today : chemistry , literature , poa , almost died . but wells , im still alive ! i really want to thank God for helping me through today ! im sooooo tired now laaa ): but its too early to sleep ! so i just decided to blog ... wells , its been 3 weeks ? suddenly the care and attention i had is like gone , & everything just seems empty . i cant remember when was the last time im so lonely on a friday night . but like aaron said that there would be this gap created in my life , & only me , myself and i can fill it up apart from God . but well , im getting used to it i guess ! no matter what , i cant use someone else to fill this gap , like how you used me to fill your gap . but i thank God for awesome friends , even new ones i met (: but they cant be there for me all the time... i'm learning how to walk again , i know God is with me (: He's with all of us . can't wait for next friday ! exams are gonna be overrrrrr ! it's gonna pass real fast i hope . exams are a really tough time - i remember last year's geography paper , how stressed up i was . same thing happened again this year :/ but i didnt have anyone to cry to anymore . things arent the same anymore . oh wells , CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT FRIDAYYYYYY :D James 1:5 "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him." Psalm 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through him who strengthens me. |